I'm listening....

Hello all -
Last Tuesday, January 20th, I went to work as usual - and my boss called me into his office and let me know that my position had been eliminated. I, along with 13 others were let go from the Kearney plant - and Eaton as a whole let go 5200 people that day.
It was a blow - I'd been there for nearly 19 years, so as you can imagine, my world changed that day.
I left soon after I was told, unable to stop the tears, but returned the next day in order to tie up the loose ends and let my coworkers know where some issues stood. Ter was quite upset - and he felt that I should just let them figure it out, but I wanted to live my faith and do the right thing. It was a hard day, I did okay until people gave me sad eyes or hugs, but in the long run, I'm grateful that I did. I stayed till after five, beyond my 8 hours, in order to finish the filing and clean everything up.
I admit, at times I feel the fool, for all the extra time I worked, for always taking the extra step, going the extra mile, for giving the customers my home number, taking the 2 AM calls, being on two phones at once until 9 pm, setting up charter flights, while those above me slept. I feel as a wife who's husband has betrayed her - a fool for caring too much. But, when these feelings arise, I shrug them off, because I did my best and I can leave with a clear conscience.
It is concerning, because we lost 2/3 of our income, and we are still quite deep in debt because of the adoption. We went in debt purposely, knowing that her little life is worth it all, but we hadn't planned on this twist.
But, amazingly, I do have a sense of peace about it. I honestly feel that God has a plan for my life and that Eaton's part in it is over. I have been,even more since last Tuesday, been watching and listening intently for His direction. Though it's a bit scary - it is an exciting time, too! So many possibilities and opportunities!
I must also say, that it has been a time of blessings as well. So many people have shown me that they care, with tears and promises of prayers, sobs and hugs, that I feel humbled and thankful beyond words. It means so much to me that people showed me their concern and love. I feel so blessed.
Please say a prayer, if you think of it, and if any of you have a dream about what I'm supposed to do...you let me know!
Blessings,
Lisa